so sadness is all around war hunger and death ,, stinch of foulniss flowerishes werever we are.. my beloved feline frien ZEN flame point siamese i have had since he was a little one born 1998 on holloween is sick with aids , i was moving around a bunch and was homeless for 2 years , i let him live wiht my grandfather and he has had a wonderfuoll life there fgoing outside all day fed loved he is sick lost 4 pounds my grandpa called me to tell me and am in tears , sad , i suppose it is the first person i have lost to aids i say person cause he is an animal like all of us but somthing more a personable bond he always came to me blah blah blha , he knows who i am , he is being put to sleep now, audios amigos, sad day , i have a dreadfull cold and now with the head ache comes the heart ache ,, sad times , i have him tattooed on me and he has inspired several paintings and videaos , i suppose we are all in love with animals and somtimes or always the cicle of life must change form ,, aids , he has a new found freedom OUTSIDE for the last couple of years and has ben in sevearal cat fights i suppose that is were he got it , my grandfather was crying deminshes me realaly sadness of life , but the happiness is just as equall i hope.. so best wishes to my long loved friend as he passes i am to far away to go and say good bye so i am saying it now ,, i would like to kiss him and scrths his ears,, onelast time,.  ¶ 0 comments 10:40 AM